Tinz Gettin Diffcult fer mie..
My dad in SgH!! juz finish his heart sugery.. cannot visit hym yet, only cn view hym thru a glass door!! bt he survive his OP!! Which actually i tot he cud not after seein his condition b4 a OP!! bt juz b4 a OP he is fine r.. i dnt wane loose hym, he lyk a place fer mie to tok to.. We tok openly!! so i dnt hide stuff frm hym!! he d place where i tompang ngadu dulu.. Still rmbr tym kcyk2.. Get bitten by my MOM wf a hanger till Berbilai!! juz fer nt washing the pile of dishes.. come on i was juz Pri 2!! wat does she aspect, i nid to study n do my h/w!! Ouh well itz passed.. So my dad come bck n saw me cryin in the Rm.. n saw my legs, D lines a fresh Red!!! So he applied cream fer mie.. I prefer hym den my MoM.. Even though we look alike bt we still dnt get along...
Bt Nimal saes dt diz iz wat i sae now bt in futher i will luv my mom! Myabe yes Maybe No!! Mayb oni wen she started to respect mie n cut off her Sercasticness!!!! Gosh evibodi make mistake so Plz some1 tell her dat i've changed n remind her dt she is nt a goodie herself pon!!! is nt lyk asif i mit dem owez.. i dnt mit dem, e.g: FaiQisha, Nizam.. Nvr mit dem b4!!
n nt all of dem r my lovers!! ANW im single y cnt i cntct wif guyz.. i mean we r fwenz.. i tik ppl wont understand... oni those hu i cntct wif will noe coz of d wae i treat dem!!
Anw ydae i met Nimal.. we went to Jrg HiLL.. Datz wat i cn tell u.. Ahkz!!! Nah we tok stuff.. sleeps in the car, im kind of sleepy actually 3am+ soo sleepy.. He was bck frm west coast McD!! doin his assigments n studying fer his coming exams diz cumin tues!! All the best to u.. i'll gona Pray fer u.. Tokin abt pray, Gosh, he goes for Jumaat Prayers!! i was shock.. i've nvr knl2 wif sum1 hu actually goes for Jumaat Prayers.. i lyk guyz hu still do their duty as a Muslim!!! Luks lyk he gt 1 point!! No 2 ehk 3.. 1 fer he is a fam man, he drives a fam car!! i love Fam man.. another 1 is[
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Anw update abt Khair, he is mad at mie.. coz dat dae he told me dat he knl2 wif many galz den i kind of belive r wat he saez.. den i lyk jealous coz damed i lyk hym sia.. eventhough he did nt gif me his tym or attention!!! so i mcm mlz nk lyn dyr on the fn coz i tot i gona loose hym.. dun wane hurt myself again!! b4 he put dwn he sae " u nk tau bende?? nie up to u r nk caye ker tk nk p fer ur info i cume knl2 gn u sorg jer, so up to u nk pk aper psl i.. nk pk i tipu ker smua up to u..." den he puts dwn d fn.. i kol hym bck bt he did nt ans or kol mi bck.. Damed i Cried.. i send hym a mxg. " im so sowie, plz kol me bck." bt he did nt so i send hym a last mxg!! " Im so Sowie, i belive wat u sae coz as i dnt lie to u so i aspect d same frm u.. So i was jealous coz i dun wane loosse u.. Anw juz gif me a call b4 u go to camp n wen u come bck.. i'll kip my werdz n wait fer u till u come bck!!jz dnt dissapoint me..." Bt he did nt call me wen he go.. Gosh nw i feel lyk cryin.. is he playing me of or sinciere to wat he sae dt tym, if he still rmber!!
k La!!
Gtg tired..
skul reopen so0n!!
Mimie Butterfry
